Confused...HELP!

So I'm really trying to figure out my food intake. the second I drop fruit and start to eat less my energy level drops-dislike. Its crazy because it happens as fast as day two. I am also having trouble eating all of my protein....I don't know, the lean protein just doesn't look appetising to me right now- dislike.

I want to drop a few more body fat percents but then there arises my female issues. As soon as I drop too low my menstrual cycle stops, in turn causing a boat load of other problems...the reason I ended up in the hospital 3x in a month. And for the same reason I need to be careful because we do want more kids....people think we are crazy.....we want a tribe, 4 at least! Ive stopped consulting my OBGYN, all he wants to do is put me on a whole slew of chemically induced hormones that I wont take. I would take the bio identical progesterone, but not now. Geeze...what to do what to do?

I feel good and my workouts have been hit or miss. I never perform terrible but some days I can conquer anything and others are like climbing Mount Everest!